happy monday! sekarang udah jam 8 lewat dan masih selimutan hahahaha senangnyaaaaa 💙
God is really great!
ketika gue gak plan apa-apa di liburan panjang ini, tapi ada aja Tuhan kasih bisa holiday, hehehe (i mean gak di rumah aja gitu wkwk) dari ketemu Melly (temen SMA), hangout sama Egi (plus nonton Jurassic World), hangout sama Mami (sekalian grocery shopping wkwk), hangout sama Willy (sampe nobar FIFA World Cup, ARG vs ISL), sampe ikut family gathering di GPIB Bukit Moria.
I feel so blessed!
you can see in the pictures below:
playing Barbie at Ottoman's Coffee Sopo Del 💞
me with Melly (it was so fun! hihi)
just a hot chocolate and french fries, karena sampe situ masih jam 11an. jadi pesen brunch aja. siangan dikit pesen pork fried rice sambal matah for lunch, tapi gak sempet fotoin karena udah laper hahaha makanannya gue bilang ENDOLITA~ 👅💦
a little photoshoot at All Seasons Hotel - Thamrin
and bunch of selfiesssss 🤳🙃🙃🙃🤣
at Waroeng Mee Blora 🍜
(mie kuah + beef + telor ceplok and strawberry juice. so yummy!!)
that pic shows how millennials we are! hahaha 📱
nah ini cute banget! Unicorn Monks! ofkorz di Monks hehehe bagi pecinta sweets, ini recommended! 🦄💞
ini pesenan gue dan Egi, masih brunch juga around 10.30-an, jadi pesen french fries (yang akhirnya gak abis hehe kebanyakan), Egi pesen avocado coffee ice cream idk pokoknya itu campurannya wkwk, dan gue pesen Unicorn Monks. 👅💦
a liltte photoshoot at Monks 😉
(i'm wearing my dad's oversized shirt anyways hihi)
and this is Egi. or I usually called her: Rege.
Her actually name is Regina Nathania Sumampouw. my sister everyone. 👏🏻
ke Monks ada yang kurang kalo gak foto di ayunan-nya hahaha, so here it is! 😱😂
FAMILY GATHERING at GPIB Bukit Moria - Tebet
🙆 O h a n a 🙆
me with my pretty grandma, oma Fietje 💙
hangout with my lovely Mommy 👩🏻👧
(Starbucks GI is our fave hangout place these past years hahaha)
after hangout, shopping, my mom and I ended up with grocery shopping at Ranch Market 🛒🥓
me and my big-hearted boyfriend, Willy 👩❤️👨
abis hangout di EatBoss, kita nobar ARG vs ISL di The Barrels. #TeamMessi 🇦🇷
(and i'm so thankful, pas banget Argetina mainnya di hari sabtu, dan pas banget kita lagi jalan-jalan di Gading eh ada acara nobar gitu. gak plan nobar, but the place was so magical buat nobar²an. well it was my very first time nobar bola hahaha and it was fun!)
nah ini pas di EatBoss hehehe tempatnya cozy uchuuu 🎩
jadi kurang lebih gitu cuplikan liburan gue seminggu kemarin hehehe itu di luar yang gak ke-capture kayak semalem nemenin Egi nonton Jerman, hihi but i do appreciate every single moment with the people that i loved.
terlepas dari semua keseruan ini, the most important is... i got revelation few days ago. and i did capture it. check them out below:
bold di ayat yang gue kotak-kotakin. it is clear enough Jesus speaks to me that i don't need to worry about EVERYTHING. karena firman-Nya:
"Oleh karena engkau berharga di mataKu dan dan mulia, dan Aku ini mengasihi engkau."
"Janganlah takut, sebab Aku ini menyertai engkau."
"Aku akan berkata kepada utara: Berikanlah!
dan kepada selatan: Janganlah tahan-tahan!"
WHAT A SWEETEST FATHER! :_)💙
and yes... due to my worriness and over think, Jesus Himself speaks to me that boldly about JEHOVAH JIREH and IMMANUEL through His words. :')
2 hari kemudian, Tuhan Yesus kasih ayat ini pas renungan malam. 💙
dan pagi-nya, firman-Nya lagi-lagi berbicara topik yang sama. bahkan perjelas statement gue mengenai ENDLESS HAPPINESS, dan firman-Nya bahkan tambahin mengenai DOUBLE INHERITANCE.
GOD IS ABLE.
JESUS IS REALLY ABLE.
even THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH is not enough to tell Him how I'm so grateful for every perfect day, every perfect blessing, and every perfect revelation Jesus has given to me.
karena Tuhan Yesus TERLALU BAIK, TERLALU BESAR, TERLALU AJAIB, TERLALU LUAR BIASA.... for still taking care of a little kid like me, with all my absurd wants, my absurd dreams, my many flaws... yet He still loves me just like I'm His only one favorite daughter. He is not only died for me and saved me, He also knows every detail about me and always gives me every detail of (not only my needs) but my wants too.
and when i think "did i spend too much for having fun, Dad? did i do wrong of what You have given me? did I make you sad? did I disappoint You?"
instead of answering me with "YES, YOU HAVE DONE WRONG KID."
He answered me with so many love inside,
"I have come that you may have life. and that you may have it MORE ABUNDANTLY."
"and so you will INHERIT A DOUBLE PORTION in your land, and EVERLASTING JOY will be yours.
"because you are PRECIOUS in My eyes, and honored, and I LOVE YOU."
💙
betapa kasih karunia-Nya gak terbatas yaaaaaah :')
terharu sendiri nih ngetiknya.
intinya, Tuhan Yesus sampe rela ninggalin surga buat selamatin gue. kalo sampe surga aja Dia kasih cuma-cuma, apalagi hal-hal di dunia ini yang gue butuhkan, yang gue inginkan. Dia adalah Bapa yang baik. gak usah jauh-jauh, gue bayangin diri gue sendiri aja sama sodara gue yang masih kecil-kecil, mereka minta apa aja yang bikin mereka happy gue tuh bawaannya pengen penuhi semuanya. itu gue sama sodara gue loh. apalagi Tuhan Yesus. sama anak-Nya sendiri. gak ada Bapa yang tega lihat anak-Nya susah atau biarin anak-Nya sedih. He will do ANYTHING to maintain her happiness. dan gue bener-bener ngerasain itu. betapa Tuhan Yesus bela-belain arrange segala sesuatunya, kasih segala sesuatunya... untuk maintain kebahagiaan gue. dan ketika iblis berusaha bikin gue jadi merasa bersalah karena gue terlalu having fun, Tuhan Yesus, Bapa yang baik, nggak serta merta beneran marahin gue dengan mengiyakan insecure gue tentang apa gue terlalu having fun? tapi Tuhan Yesus malah dengan jelas, dengan tegas, bahkan sampe 3x Tuhan Yesus ulang ayat yang berbeda, dengan topik yang sama. Revelation mengenai berkat dan happiness. bukan gue yang terlalu having fun, tapi Tuhan Yesus yang emang sediain segala sesuatunya sampe gue gak sadar gue sangat having fun. tenggelam di dalam kasih-Nya. lo gak sadar, yang lo tau lo HAPPY, ENJOY, dan effortlessly semua yang lo mau ADA. that's called Grace. UNEARNED FAVOR.
gue gak berusaha untuk ini itu, atau minta neko-neko biar gue happy. i just be myself and Jesus supplies all things. bahkan sebelum gue sadar gue butuh hal itu, tapi Tuhan Yesus yang udah sediain duluan. Tuhan Yesus emang sebaik itu. 💞💞💞
Glory to Him only!!
Jesus Christ
my Savior, my Sweetest Father, my Miracle Worker, my Great Planner.
with love,
A FOREVER GRATEFUL DAUGHTER. 👧💞
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