December 31, 2010

the fulfillment will surely happen!

yeah it is the last day of this year!
feeling so random, i'm officially not in the mood..
just so sorry to Father, i can't be a good girl for today :(
in the recent days.
My heart is beating and depressed go anywhere. I do not understand what was wrong with me and what I want.

moreover, willy did not celebrate the new year in Jakarta.
it was full of discomfort in my heart. I am aware of my childish and my fussiness.
I want to countdown the new year with him.
oh dude! it just made me wanna cry! herrrrrrrrrrrrrrr .... >: '[

tonight I have a ministry in the church for New Year's Eve.
I hope this New Year's Eve, I could serve with a remarkable spirit and name of the Father may be glorified.

and I do not write what I hope for the new year: '(
I was too busy with other people's business. (those who forced me to take part in their affairs)
it is also one that makes me not in the mood.
I so didn't have "fun time" my own. huhu
I just want to be happy in the new year eve. with people I love. but he was not in Jakarta.
yes, just hope he read an e-mail from me, and he should hurry home.
ah! my heart is very sad and terrible. >.< bad.


This makes me very sensitive.
"touched a little, jab!"
I want to cry bloody murder it was. if I could and it's possible.


dear Father, I want fun in this New Year's Eve and on the first day of new year 2011.
Father, I ask that all of my prayers of 2011 occurred!
in the name of the Lord Jesus. AMEN!
dear Father, I leave my heart, my hopes and my prayers into the hands of Your love.
I believe when I do not have power at all to help my mood is back in, You did it for me.
yes, you actually do it.
tightness will go away and I will be given a free mind, a pure heart and lasting happiness unrivaled.
Father's love that recover me.
too many tears that came out for recovery.
too many tears that came out for prayer and hope.

I believe, the fulfillment will surely happen!


I thank You Lord for this all.


2010 was so AWESOME!! i had 356 days walk with my Jesus and had SO MANY EXCITING EXPERIENCES and ADVENTURES with HIM! :)
2010 SWEETEST memory is when i met Willy Mario at April 11th 2010, and we belong together at May 13th 2010. that's AWESOME! <3


welcome an AWESOME 2011!

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